i have been trying so hard to forget those incidents.
but everything came back to me.
this have been causing me to feel insomnia for so long.
people have been saying that i am crazy because i wanted to fall sick.
but have you even wondered why.
i hope that those short term misery will put an end to my long term ones.
so many things happened to me.
again and again i was being accused.
and recently, i went for my uncle's funeral whereby, i hid all sadness within myself.
only start to cry when i am alone.
when i can actually get over his death,
i was being accused again.
and soon, people will start saying that i am trying to act like some innocent kids.
maybe i am too sensitive.
whatever people said just got stuck in my head.
and it seems forever.
the harder i try to forget, those images of misery seems to be clearer and clearer.
i am so so tired.
please. please stop torturing me.