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2009!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR!


this is my first post for 2009.

my new year resolution are...
  1. i want to be top in class.
  2. i want to have a job.
  3. i want my family and friends to stay healthy.
  4. i want to have new phone.
  5. i want to excel in dance.
  6. i want to be happy everyday.
anyways, happy birthday weiting:D




TAGS REPLY :

Shihui : yea? hahs.
Elden : (:
Liling : RElinked.
Andrea : thank you(:
Zhenyu : huh? i don't understand!


lalalas.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008

days were mundane.
life is always the same.
nothing special this few days.
its my brother's birthday today.
i bought him a cheese cake.
he was happy and surprised.
this is the first time i am doing this for him.
two days ago, it was rumin's and jingyun's birthday.
did not get to go out with either of them.
instead, i went out with my brother.
we went to orchard.
also, we went to two bookstores.
looking for eclipse.
but i found it though.
not from orchard but from tampines mall.
TIMES!
gosh! was super duper happy after getting the book.
i am waiting for the hard cover edition to come out.
i wanted to buy everything.
i know i am too crazy for Twilight.
but this is what i like.
this is the first time, i am so in love with story books.
usually i don't read.
but, Twilight seems to caught my interest.
today, i woke up at 7.30am.
my stomach seems to cause troubles for me today.
i was in pain.
till now, i was still in pain.
anyways, i started to wash up and ate noodles.
can't finish.
cause, usually i don't take breakfast in the morning.
i ate 1/4 of it.
what a waste!
as i am eating, i was reading too.
then off to school.
dance practice started at 9am.
all the way till 1pm.
its four hours.
tired, tired and still tired.
i know everybody is tired.
school is reopening soon.
excitements ran through me as usual.
mr. tan would be my form teacher next year.
not sure which mr. tan he was but he is still mr. tan.
RUBBISH! i don't know what i was writing.
i am going to rest now.
i was still in pain.
i don't know when i am gonna update again.
don't message me.
there is some problem with my phone.
i gonna change it to nokia N95.
i know its an old model.
but i still like it.
do tag me but no flooding please.
buhbyes :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONG RUMIN AND KOH JINGYUN.(28.DEC.2008)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER TOO.


TAGS REPLY.
Elden : seriously, i don't remeber what happened. hahas.
Charlton : thats my holiday. lol. i am always this busy. don't you know?
Zhenyu : repiled.


update :)
Friday, December 26, 2008

heys, hellos people.
i finally found the time to update.
its 12.29am.
i know you guys do miss me rights?
everybody is calling me to update.
ya, i know not everybody.
just craps.
okays lets start....

SATURDAY- 20.dec.2008
thats the first time i watched TWILIGHT.
its superb.
my first time was with G.jiamin.
i like that show so much.

SUNDAY-21.dec.2008
after ballet, i went to white sands with katherine and vanessa.
its the day i got my first-thickest book ever.
twilight.
and it taken my almost all my attention.
i did not watch the television, use the computer, check my phone,
or anything else.
just reading.
i started reading when i was in the bus.
i got so engrossed and once i got home, i washed up and started reading again.
all the way till 2am.
(white sands popular is selling twilight at 13++ get your book now.)

MONDAY-22.dec.2008
its my second time watching TWILIGHT again.
after chinese dance practice, i was very very tired.
but for the show, time seems to be passing fast.
then i went home to change and met jingyun.
we rush for the movie then.
its my second time watching but i still love it.
after the movie, we went to popular.
HENG ARR!
i got my second book, NEW MOON.
its was great too.

TUESDAY-23.dec.2008
chinese dance in the morning.
then BBQ in the afternoon all the way to night.
heard that E6s were having their bbq in east coast park too.
the BBQ is for the chinese dance members.
mdm lijing came too.
she was pretty.
i think i will miss her after some time not seeing her anymore.
she have moved to another place.
forgotten where it is.
mdm lijing told us that once her house gets renovated successfully,
she will invite the all of us to her house for a party i think.
hahs.
when i was at home, i read again.

WEDNESDAY-24.dec.2008
woke up late.
stayed at home for the whole day.
was actually going for a Christmas party.
but i was having a bad mood.
i don't wish to spoil people's mood.
stayed at home reading.

THURDAY-25.dec.2008
its Christmas!
HOHOHO!
i was actually planning to stay at home.
but i couldn't resist reading more.
so, went out eventually.
to get the next book ECLIPSE.
i went to..
WHITE SANDS - out of stock.
TAMPINES MALL - out of stock.
BIGBOOKSHOP - out of stock.
JURONG POINT - out of stock.
ROAR!
so frustrating cans.
IRRITATING.
anybody knew where to get it?
also, not only ECLIPSE i was also looking for BREAKING DAWN.

FRIDAY-26.dec.2008
i forgotten.

SATURDAY-27.dec.2008
in the morning, i went to meet g.jiamin.
then rumin can finally go out.
so we met altogether with yishian too.
g.jiamin and i went to tampines mall first to wait for them there.
then fianlly zhu and yishian arrived.
after a long long time.
we then went to jurong point.
ate mac.
then went around looking for book store.
its too big.
can't find anything with that limited time.
just found popular.
my eclipse and breaking dawn is still no where to be found.
SADDED.
then homed.
waited for g.pa then went for the so-called "dinner"
i was overdressed.
so embarrassing.
don't wanna talk about what happened.
i was quiet there.
then homed.
open the mail-box.
was v.happy to see my mail there.
my dress.
sent by lylarose.
i was like fainting?
waited for so long and finally.
happy.
i love their service.
though its slow because of some problems.
but overall, they were superb.
its 1.02am now.
i finished my post buhbye people.
i love TWILIGHT SAGA.


TAGS REPLY.
Sulaiman : i am not a weird girl! you are a weird guy!
Elden : nothing! hahas. i forgotten what happened.
Weixuan : i will try to make it alive soon.
Rumin : i updated :D
Andrea : RElinked.
Kerrie : repiled :D
Gladys : Linked :D



tags replies:D
Thursday, December 18, 2008

Tags reply.

M.ichelle : fianceee! misses too. we are going out tomorrow:D
Suhui : i have done the quiz:D
charlton : thanks for the tag.
Rumin : copy cat kiss the rat!.
Elden : want you to see nothing:D
Rumin : i deleted the post alr. forget about it.
Carmen : replied:D
Yishian : i love you too:D
Weixuan : repiled:D


quizes
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

The person who tagged you is ?
-SuHui nu'er.

Your relationship with her ?
- we were mother and daughter :}

Your 5 impression of him/her ?
-simply tall, funny, adorable, talkative & hardworking.
(that makes her my Suhui nu'er)


The most memorable thing he/she has done for u ?
-she tried very hard to become a good dancer.
eventhough its not really for me.


If he/she becomes your lover , will you agree ?
-Sure. if only i am a guy of course.
her cuteness simply attracted me.

If he/she becomes your lover , things he/she needs to improve on ?
-love me more and stop growing tall.

If he/she becomes your enemy you will ?
-i dun think so. we are mother and daughter :}

If he/she dies, you will..
- i will attend her funeral.

What is it you wanna tell him/her now ?
- I LOVE YOU!

Your overall inpression of him/her ?
-she is a really nice girl.

How do you think ppl around u wil feel ?
-i am a cheerful girl. yea?

The characters you love of yourself are ?
-i don't know.

On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
- i think there will be alot. too optimistic sometimes.

The most ideal person you wanna be is ?
-a great ballerina like polina semionova.

for the people that care you and like you , say something to them n respect them more ?

-errmm.. i dun quite understand this.

Pass this quiz 2 10 tt you wish 2 know how they feel abt you
1.Rumin.
2.Amanda.
3.Vanessa.
4.Pearlyn.
5.Liling.
6.Zhenyu.
7.Michelle.
8.Siman.
9.Andrea.
10.YiShian.

Hu is 6 having relationship with ?
-errm.. nobody?

Is 9 a male or female ?

-Female

If 7 n 10 re 2gether wil it be a good thing ?
- wow. impressive. wait till they become lesbians.

Wad is 2 studying all abt ?
-i don't know.

When is the last time u chat with 3 ?
-last sunday!

What kind of music band does 8 likes ?
-i don't know.

Does 1 have any siblings ?
-yes. its MELVIN ONG!

Will you woo no. 3 ?
-yes. she is a great girl. so tall! (if only i am a guy.)

How abt 7 ?
-of course. she is my honey.

Is 4 single ?
-i think so.

What is the surname of 5 ?
-omg. i don't know. she did not tell me about that.

What is the hobby of 10 ?
- piano-ing.

Does 5 n 9 get along ?
-i bet they don't know each other.

Where is 2 studying at ?
-ChuaChuKangsecondary. i think so.

Talk abt something for 1?
-i love her so much. she is just so perfect :}

Have you tried developing feelings with 8 ?
-i am not a lesbian.

Where does 9 live in ?
- somewhere in singapore.

What kind of colour does 4 likes ?
-PINK?! i don't know.

Are 1 n 5 best friends ??
-i don't think they know each other.

Does 1 have any pets ?
-a guinea pig. she called it hamster.

Is 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
-yes. she is indeed a sexay!

What is 10 doin now ??
-snoring like a pig. bet she was sleeping. its so late now.


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Monday, December 15, 2008

hellos people.
its gohjiamin's birthday.
happy birthday. dun cry anymore, its your big day :}
suddenly, i got the urge to buy a digital camera.
at first i thought, having a phone is enough.
cause a phone have lots of functions.
and that includes the phone camera.
and its giving problems.
let's skip to the next topic.
yesterday, went for ballet class.
did quite well i think.
preparing for examinations already.
STRESSED.
also, after ballet class,
my mates and i went to the ladies to change our clothings.
as we were wearing leotards and tights.
then there was a man and a boy in the toilet.
was so shocked.
then he asked us wad are we doing in the gents.
but we were in the ladies!
hahas. its funny. i forgotten wad we replied.
but that man sure is embarrassed.
he went out of the ladies with his cheeks red.
back to today.
woke up at 9++
the earliest in this month.
i read rumin's message and couldn't go back to sleep.
washed and dressed up.
off i went to her house.
stayed there for hours.
didn't really calculate.
once again rumin saved the day.
but this time was with her brother.
when i was about to leave,
she offered to send me down.
her brother tagged along.
MELVIN ONG IS REALLY CUTE.
rumin sometimes find him irritaing, but i find him really cute.
thats wad a primary4 boy should do.
after that we went to 7-eleven.
bought things and i went home.
met wuweixiong, my cousin.
he changed alot.
big difference from the last time i met him.
and makes me laugh really hard.
funny guy. kept giving cold jokes.
then he went to my house.
stayed here a while with my brother around.
the went out.
celebrated gohjiamin's birthday and homed.
finally i finished everything.
buhbye earthlings :}


TAGS REPLY.

Vanessa : i deleted my friendster was because i befriended with strangers there and don't wish to continue. best wishes for your ballet exam too. smiles :}
Amanda : you flood, i delete :D
priscilla : of course i still remember you. i do have good memory okays. anyways i am figuring how to navigate your blog. its kinnda hard. i clicked everywhere, but nothing happen. hahas. enjoy your holidays :}



Friday, December 12, 2008

this morning at 4++ i just finished reading SILKSCREEN.
its damn nice man.
at first i thought it was a horror story.
so was reluctant to read.
but as i was reading, the story gets more interesting.
and i can't go to sleep without finishing the story.
ytd, went to meet up with my cousins.
then at 610pm i went for my tuition.
i was late for 10mins but when i reached there, i realised i was early.
not early i meant.
but there are only two people in the class.
soon, more people got into the class.
i was like so blur.
i dun quite understand the lesson at first.
as i missed one lesson last week.
secondary3 maths is more than i expected.
hahs. but i think i can manage.
time went fast ytd.
was really enjoying tt class.
there is nobody tt i know in tt class.
can't even talk.
the class was as quiet as grave.
after the class i went to find my mother at her salon.
and spent my time there all the way till 11++
watched tv and yadadada.
then homed.
washed up and start reading.
boring life.


TAGS REPLY.

Vanessa : thanks for the compilment. i like your blog too. also i am not emo-ing anymore :}
Rumin : yea. poke tt idoit. but who is the idoit you are refering to?
kerrie : heys thanks for tagging me. hehhs. i am enjoying my holidays seriously :D you enjoy your holidays too alrights?
yuting : HEYS! too. hahas.
passer-by : yarr i will be in 3n1 next year. and you are?
AMANDA!! : hey yohs. thanks for the tips. also, when you have the cbox, please inform me cause i will flood it. hahas. BEWARE!


I HATE YOU.
Thursday, December 11, 2008

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
girls are weird.
they do have moodswings at times.
why can't people understand.
its not tt they want to.
the hormones in their body are just moving up and down.
gahhs!
THIS IS GETTING BORING.
why why why?
hypocrite!
everybody is always like that.
everything is going back to the starting point.
I HAD ENOUGH!
i know i may be unreasonable at times.
but you should think back wad happened from the start.
people really change fast.
you are human, so am i.
you have success.
you have seriously affected my mood.
nvm. i don't want to bother about anything anymore.
no matter what happens i am still myself.
who cares about you.
i will just carry on the marathon all by myself.


this is just a random post.
i need to talk to somebody.
but there is nobody there for me.
zhu was sleeping.
so, i am left with blogger.



bored.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

no pictures again.
life is getting so boring.
life is short.
nobody can predict who will die tomorrow.
everybody must learn to cherish each other.
appreciate wad you have right now.
don't be like me.
i only know how to appreciate when things are gone.
and REGRETS.
this is isabell's theory.
must remember hor.
hahs. randomness.
just trying to lengthen my post.
i did went swimming with my cousin.
and REGRETS.
i am now like a charcoal.
my skin is so tanned.
GAHHS!
yesterday, met rumin.
it has been a long time ever since we last met.
i almost couldn't recognise her.
after meeting her, we decided to visit angel.
really miss her alot.
did not see her for 3months?
she was hospitalised remember?
hahas. but she was at home yesterday.
she told us tt she likes living in the hospital.
CRAZY RIGHT?
i then don't want her to be in the hospital anymore.
i want her to stay healthy.
anyways, we stayed in her house for about one hour or so?
her hair was so curly.
she cannot rebond.
due to some problems not able to tell.
family problems.
hahs. wonder how she tie her hair when she go to school next year.
hahs. she said she grown taller too.
but i cannot see any difference in her height.
after visiting angel, rumin went to my house.
and stayed here quite sometime before leaving.
my brothers were at home ytd.
hahas. but they very friendly de nor.
zhu know them quite well.
hahas. i sent zhu to MacDonalds.
as stated in her blog, i am so WEIDA (noble).
hahas. its my first time.
everytime, she is the one who sent me home.
thankyou zhu!
zhu is always by my side helping me and cheering me up.
she have already become part of my life.
i don't know what will happen next year.
we will be in different classes.
hope the appealing will be successful .
i don't need many liars and backstabbers to make myself happy.
i just need few true friends to make my life full of colours.
i love my friends and my life.
buhbye earthlings :}


TAGS REPLY:

charlton : explained to you already :D
suhui : repiled.
rumin : this shows tt i have good taste luhhs. hahas. too bad. speaker doesn't have replacements.



BORING!
Sunday, December 7, 2008

this is the thrid time when zhu finally agreed to go out with me,
and it RAINED.
GAHHS!
getting more and more used to it.
really hope tt school reopen soon.
I DON'T LIKE THIS!
cannot meet up friends.
i think i really miss some of them.
hahas. how stupid.
i woke up at 11.42am this morning.
its A.M so its still consider morning.
its also considered early.
as i slept at 4++last night.
all my time has gone haywired.
also, i went to http://lylarose.livejournal.com for shopping.
i like their clothings.
cause its nice.
should take a look at them.
the model is also pretty.
heehs. go there to shop for a x'mas dress. PEOPLE!
heehs. but there is a problem.
i paid for the things tt i wanted to buy but the owner have not replied me.
as she would be in the hospital as stated on tt web.
i am still waiting patiently.
i haven gave her the snapshot of my transaction receipt.
but i really paid.
i am afraid tt they won't take in my order.
hahas. i am sick and tired of worrying about things.
cause i will tend to think of lots lots of things.
DAMN LOTS. things are not going smooth for me.
my diet plan also not going on my way.
i am gaining weight.
hahas. food nowadays are so delicious.
if i dun eat them up, i will feel sorry for myself.
hahas. with this mindset, i won't be able to lose weight.
guarantee plus chop!
i wanted to go PARIS.
zhu said tt she also wanted to go.
anybody want to go with me?
hahas. air tickets are expensive.
anybody want to pay for our air tickets?
anybody? hahas.
its so romantic to celebrate x'mas there.
omg. my imaginations are running wild.
hahas. this post is so so so random.
no pictures for today's post.
cause i am lazy to find pictures.
anyways, this is my first post for December.
hoorays. heehs. lets welcome December :]


TAGS REPLY:

teresa : thanks:D
pearlyn : i have already linked you:]
elden : well i think i am chilling. heehs.
honey : honey and bees. hahas. i am ignoring the .________. and i have updated my blog:}
rumin : to the beat of mine, to the beat of mine, to the beat of my heart! hahas. ily.
isabel tan : hahas hi-5. i have linked you.
andrea : how did you managed to find my blog? hahas. link link link. hahs. i have linked you.



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