can you spot me?
hahs. i have been neglecting my blog for some time.
was too lazy to post.
i suddenly remember those days when i am in china, sichuan.
its really a nice place.
but after the earthquke,
i think some places might have changed.
if i could, i really would like to go back there again.
i really do miss my friends there.
it have been more than half a year.
GAHHS! miss them so much can?
hahs. aniwaes, from now on,
people who tag me MUST PUT THEIR REAL NAMES.
for goodness sake.
a moron who named himself/herself "****"
tagged me and said my blog is lame and yadadadada.
this will not affect my mood.
i do not know who he/she is.
i will not block him/her.
so in case he/she want to apologise.
lol. nth to post now.
may be back later or not.
buhbyes:D

BOOS!
hellos people.
i am back again.
i know this kindda starting is super duper BORED,
but i cannot think of another way to start.
BLAHS!
today, went to school for the workshop again.
its so fun cans.
i really regretted for not attending the workshop yesterday.
GAHHS!
i learnt many things from the workshop but forgotten most of them.
hahs. overall, the workshop is just MARVELOUS!
aniwaes, silentkillers won!
so shocking lohhs.
but was really happy.
i think i am starting to enjoy my life.
in my previous post i did mention tt the next day would be a better day?
and yea i am right!
hahas. RUBBISH!
wad am i writing.
please don't laugh when reading.
buhbyes earthlings:D

hellos people.
im back with a smile.
singing can really help people reduce stress.
its really useful.
so next time, when you feel uncomfortable with your mood,
try to SING!
so you can help yourself to cool down to think carefully.
and the conclusion of wad i tot is...
*DRUMROLLS*
i always tot tt promises are promises.
it cannot be broken.
but i think i am wrong.
im too foolish to think tt everybody could keep their promises.
because its too childish for them.
only children keep their promises.
and i was too naive to think tt way in the morning.
maybe whatever i done was wrong.
i wouldn't hate you just because of this stupid little thing.
but i just cannot change histories!
so what happened had happened.
all i could do is to wait and wait.
RUMIN. i am so sorry about today.
i dunnoe what i had done.
i am just blur i think.
hahas. buhbyes people.

i am having moodswings.
i noe i sholdn't but..
i noe i am real sad now.
but i believe tomorrow will be a greater dae.
i must ren.
after today,
things will get better.
cherishing everyday is a must.
in each lives there is only one chance to do everything.
once its gone, its gone for good.
i wouldn't mention wad had happened.
credits to dion.

你的回话凌乱著.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱著.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.
时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得
怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了
我都还记得
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

i am so so happy today.
went for the peer support workshop in the morning.
woke up at 6 today.
its so tiring.
slept at 1++ ytd.
couldn't fall asleep.
then in the morning,
went to mac to meet libing.
yuting not feeling well so she did not go for the workshop.
went to the workshop from 8am to 5pm.
its 9hours.
but the t'cher very good let us off earlier.
left at 4pm.
one hour makes lots of difference.
i wanted to sleep in the workshop lohhs.
budden overall i find it fun.
after the workshop, homed.
then msn chatting all the way till now.
aniwaes, i did bathe okays.
in between the msn chatting time.
i love msn chatting mans.
its so fun:D

its just so sad.
maybe whatever adults said are true.
hatred is the results of wounded love.
i don't hate you.
but just feeling sad.
its all EMOTIONS.
i cannot control myself.
i feel like crying but i must ren.
i don't like showing others how weak i am.
so i wun cry infront of others.
maybe its me who is thinking too much.
or its my hormones jumping up and down.
but its just an interest.
its doesn't mean anything.
HEART-BROKENED.
i am too used to the life with you.
i noe i am able to live on without you.
but its not yet time.
i just need one day full of cryings and emoing.
it will all do.
i wanted to forget everything.
and i will forget everything.

a picture speaks a thousands words.
went to ktv yesterday.
sung lots of songs.
heeehs~~ so fun luhhs.
went there with rumin, yishian, weiting, weixuan.
half way through, jiamin came over to join us.
i want to go there again.
its located at old katong shopping centre.
FUN FUN FUN.
today, went for my ballet class.
i really do enjoy it.
i think i do quite okays for today's lesson.
next week no lesson sadded.
but i want go church with rumin and jiamin.
it will be fun.
i must enjoy my holidays.
cannot take it for granted and slack at home.
AMEN! AMEN! AMEN!
very long nvr go church liao.
misses. ending here.
buh-byes people.
I HATE FORK!
:}

You're one in a million, Oh now
You're one in a million, Oh

Sometimes I can't hate you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
Only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me, Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
I was cool and everything was possible
You tried to catch me but it wasn't possible
Nobody could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and went insane
And when you didn't want me, I wanted you
Because the finer thing bout it was I like to go
I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard
You know it's worth it if ya find your heart

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million, Oh
You're one in a million

Yoyoyoyo ! :D
Today went out with Ahzhu♥
Hahahah! Met at prime , bused to inter ! (:
Ahzhu♥, say she want her grave tomb's name to be Ahzhu , and not RuMin.
Its funny okays ! ._. Then , she kept saying wanna go JP.
I heard it as JB. I asked her say seriously. She still said JB (that's what i heard!)
Then , i told her i never bring passport ! =X She stunned awhile , and dont know why. We both laugh like mad , from the breadtalk to POSB. Its a long distance can (!) Transferred money and walked to cinema. Actually , wanna catch -roadside romeo- Its a hindi show , heng that the person told us. If not , we'll be watching a Hindi show.
:D Then , wanna watch The Coffin. Dont dare ! =X
End up didnt watch any. Went to arcade instead. (:
Played , had fun ! :D Walked around , slacked & homed ! :)
IloveAHZHU ! :D ♥♥♥
Lalalalalas ! ;D

BOOs>.<
hellos earthlings:D
i am going to the clinic with my mother tmr ,
then go out with rumin to meet some ppl ,
then catching a movie at marina square .
tmr no dance practise :DDDD
hahas. also, i realised tt i really do miss ah ma lots .
did not see her for a long long time .
MISSES MISSES MISSES!
yesterday, went out with ah zhu .
watched HSM3 .
we bought sushi and smug into the theatre .
rumin enjoy the show lots .
but i found the show okays luhhs .
after tt, we walked around the mall .
a scene tt happened was ,
i singing happily then saw the AIA building so i said 'AIA!'
then zhu scolded me for being so random .
i just say what i saw!
hahs. nvm .
ZHU, I DUN MIND CAUSE I AM KIND HEARTED AND ALSO,
I LOVE YOU!
hahas. buh-bye earthlings!