i am upset, super upset.
i have been waiting and counting down to that day.
one day after another, waiting and waiting.
it had been 32 days since i know that you will be coming.
i waited and waited.
gahhs. now, its left with three days and its cancelled.
i think i am getting used to it.
it has always been like this since the first outing we planned.
i can't blame anybody.
i am just being too difficult.
also, results were disappointing.
its all about myself.
i did not work hard.
i will definitely do better if i paid more attention in class.
i am upset, super upset.