i am real moody this few days.
have been thinking of tonnes of things.
yesterday, blackout!
people who knew me should know that i am actually timid.
i am afraid of darkness.
i was at home and kept myself in the room.
suddenly, darkness filled my surroundings.
at that moment, i am all alone.
i was so terribly scared.
hoping that somebody will be with me.
but there is nobody.
i have to bring myself up to the door.
its such a terrible experience.
i miss those days.
i wanted to go back so much.
learning to forget is just too hard.
i am losing faith.
each day, i have to ensure that i smile before leaving house.
deep inside, its miserable.
but you knew nothing.