well, will be staying at home for the whole day.
since nobody ask me out.
people! start asking me out.
i know i am always busy.
but i really want to go out.
it has been so long since i really have the time to do my own stuffs.
its such a burden to work.
but you never understand what i am trying to say.
i know you can manage your time better than i do.
but everyone have their own choices.
you don't have to scream at me.
it just don't feel right.
anyways, there will be a performance tomorrow.
so i am not attending ballet.
ballet mates who read this, please pass a message to teacher.
ROAR! it has been a long time since i reply to those tags.
now its all accumulated till so much.
i'll reply to all tags with names i am familiar with.
i mom taught me not to talk to strangers.
so start naming yourself.
bye.

after so long of practice, SYF is officially over.
results will be out tomorrow.
was super anxious.
also, trybe will be coming to school again.
heehs :D
i am happy.
really happy.
although, there are tonnes of things that are left uncompleted,
but to me, its another chance to explore.
life isn't that dull yea?
thanks for reading this short post.
will post again tomorrow with SYF results:D
bye people.

i am real moody this few days.
have been thinking of tonnes of things.
yesterday, blackout!
people who knew me should know that i am actually timid.
i am afraid of darkness.
i was at home and kept myself in the room.
suddenly, darkness filled my surroundings.
at that moment, i am all alone.
i was so terribly scared.
hoping that somebody will be with me.
but there is nobody.
i have to bring myself up to the door.
its such a terrible experience.
i miss those days.
i wanted to go back so much.
learning to forget is just too hard.
i am losing faith.
each day, i have to ensure that i smile before leaving house.
deep inside, its miserable.
but you knew nothing.