people only learn to cherish when things are gone.

flashbacks starts whenever i close my eyes.

i fake a smile so you won't see.

arguments arises again and again.

its so tiring.

i abhor conflicts.

i tried to laugh it out but it won't work.

i am learning to cherish every moment on earth.

chances were only given once.

i appreciate whatever you have left for me.

you are gone. forever gone.

i am so tired.

i missed 1111 consistently for three days.

people have been asking me, whats so special about 1111.

all i could say is its very important to me.

in each life, there is only two chances everyday for you.

its totally impossible for me to enjoy that special moment in school.

so, i am only left with one chance, night time.

okays, its all rubbish.

i think i am the only one who understands what i am trying to say.

life is dull.

i don't see the point of being online almost everyday till late night.

nobody was even chatting with me :(

i don't really like to start conversations.

sad sad sad!

everybody was busy with their own stuffs.

well, tomorrow there will be rehearsal in NUS till 9pm.

its gonna be a long day.

and i will miss tuition.

on saturday, there will be a 4hour dance practice.

only chosen people have to attend due to limited space.

and i was chosen!

gahhs!

i think i will have to consult a doctor real soon.

the health department is not working well.

i am so so upset.

goodbye people.

well, attended school as usual.

and its cca day too.

there were tests today.

chemistry and english.

i didn't study anything!

dreadful. both tests were badly done.

wrote rubbish.

then, was locked in school to attend cca.

i am now suffering from physical fatigue!

and there is PE tomorrow.

school had never failed to make me feel stress and tired.

will be sleeping soon, although its only 748.

goodbyes people.

went to school for dance practice this morning.

went to bugis with jingyun and weiying after that.

we shopped at OG!

bought lots of snacks.

hahas. its fun though.

anyways, when we were in the bus heading home,

i saw a rainbow! a huge one.

terribly beautiful.

this is the third time i saw rainbow.

i was like shouting when i saw one.

people were staring at me.

i know its a childish act but its too tempting.

i can't resist temptations!

hahas. pictures will tell you alot more.

enjoy!

went out with sharifah today.

enjoyed myself though its a short trip.

well, i miss trybe.

and of course my facilitator.

it had been 3 weeks and 6 days since trybe ended

and 2 weeks since the group last met our facilitator.

ziming claimed that he is free this afternoon.

and not long after i sent him another message,

he replied stating that he is no longer free:(

jireh is meeting up with his group today.

i am so so jealous!

i understand that he is busy.

but i just have to rant it out.

well, going to hospital tomorrow in the morning.

so i have to sleep early.

goodbyes people:D

well, its only the second day of holiday and i am bored already.

i am starting to miss peoples :(

sigh! i don't mind if there is more dance practices.

as long i live life to the fullest.

staying at home the whole day is meaningless.

i stayed at home just watching korean dramas.

can't even concentrate on my homeworks.

i haven't even touch one of them.

but if there is school, stress will be overwhelming me.

i wanted to catch a horror movie in the cinemas.

but i don't know who to call along.

nobody wants to watch movies with me.

especially a horror movie!

i think i made a great impact in their lives.

you know who you are.

so, anybody wants to watch horror movie with me? msg me:D

hahs. anyways, in four weeks time, it will be SYF.

claps* hahas.

i will update with pictures the next time.

goodbyes people.

mundd : well, alrights. anyways, may doesn't belong to me. therefore, don't say that she is mine. i don't even know who she is. hahas. and she did not really tag me already. so i think its peace?

woke up at 630 this morning.

met jingyun and weiying for breakfast.

strolled around the market area and off to cca.

had dance practice today but i did not get to dance.

my second toe on my left just sort of drop off.

moral of the story, wear dance slippers when you have practices.

hohos. i learnt my lesson.

also, went for manicure with weixuan too.

its damn fun.

hahas. enjoyed myself alot.

was actually planning to do pedicure too.

but one toe nail was missing.

hahas. i am contented with things that happened today.

thank you for reading!

goodbyes.

i did something good today.
so i am in a good mood for the time being.
shall not elaborate. i am damn lazy right now.
anyways, tiamhong lost his wallet today.
this is the third case since school started.
seriously, keep your belongings well people.
you won't know when is it gonna be your turn to lose something.
and please this is my blog.
i have rights to stop arguments right?
i hated arguments, so break it off.
cause the tagboard belongs to me.
hahas. its not very healthy to actually criticize each other like that.
each of you are unique in your own ways.
so smiles and peace man!

can't you see that i am actually avoiding you?

i didn't want to talk to you.

you have caused enough troubles for me.

i had enough.

i don't like any of these.

people tend to regret what they did after things happened.

and i am one of those.

i regretted.

i shouldn't have even speak a word to you.

you have caused me to become a trouble magnet.

i don't like this either.

attracting those unnecessary trouble.

all that i am just asking, is peace.

went to Fullerton hotel this afternoon for lunch with family.
i love that place.
beautiful and their services were great.
went back home to change and out to Tmall with G.ma.
bought lots of stuffs and homed.
also, i realised that arguments often arise in my blog.
oh why?
anyways, i know that this is a very short post.
i am feeling very very tired for no reasons.
so, i will let the photos to take over now.

went for ballet exam today.
was so disappointed.
i was so well-prepared but, nervousness overwhelm me.
just hope that, when i get my cert, i will be smiling.
ballet exam was finally over.
soon, it will be SYF.
and i will be able to get more sleep after everything is over:D
this way, i won't be so screwed up.
seriously, i know what i am supposed to do during exam.
but my body just moved the opposite way.
shrieks!
its all history for now.
nobody will be able to change it.
tomorrow will be a better day.
goodbye people♥

i'll be having ballet exam tomorrow.

i am already feeling so anxious.

ongrumin is the only one who wish me lucks for my exam tomorrow.

touched and much appreciated.

just hope that i can excel tomorrow.

i need a holiday badly.

i think there are white hairs are growing on my head already.

i can't sleep last night.

thinking that there is tests today.

but there is none.

and was feeling so tired in school.

i wanna go to the beach again.

someone please bring me there.

strolling along the seaside.

letting myself to be away from stress.

who wants to be my superhero?

hahas. well, attended school.

went for cca and bruises reappeared.

the old ones have not recover yet though.

dancing is really tough huh.

in a few weeks time, i will be enjoying freedom again.

heavenly!

for now, it feels like a little bird being trapped in a cage.

ilove people around me.

goodnights:D

met ziming and co.
after school, hop up into his car and *zooooom*
hahas. he drove so fast that sharifah got giddy in his car.
he drove us to east coast park.
we settled down and start chatting.
he brought a friend along too.
forgotten whats her name.
chatted for a hour plus.
ziming wanted to leave that place.
he thinks that its boring.
cause we were so quiet.
seriously, at that point of time,
my brain wasn't functioning.

was tired but felt so relaxed.
enjoying the breeze.
did i ever mention that i love going to beach?
but definitely not in school uniform.

he drove us back to Tmall area and left.

he was rushing us out of car.

us refers to clement, sharifah and me.

took our bags and he left.

not even giving us a chance and say goodbyes:(

can't blame him.

tons of cars behind.

we stroll around and homed.

hellos people.

i am finally back.

did not use my lappy for two days.

and i was already like dying.

i am online for about an hour in msn and nobody talk to me:(

boredom is over taking me.

in just two days, my email was flooded with new mails.

i didn't know people like to email me so much.

hahas. jokes.

also, pictures will be uploaded tomorrow.

lazy you see.

hahas. things happened as though you were watching television.

its so dramatic and fast and funny.

there were lots of things happened in school.

troubles after troubles.

life was so hash to me.

anyways, its tuesday again.

and i am back home with tired legs and arms and last but not least, injuries.

how i hope that this will be the last torturous practice.

went to school with panda eyes.

all because of the makeup yesterday.

i washed thoroughly with makeup remover before i sleep last night.

moral of the story, not to use waterproof makeup the next time.

hahas. promised myself to finish up homeworks all by today.

well, tired. goodbye people:D